my two boys

Farish has been to schools diligently, and I really wanted to watch him go to school on the morning.
and his brother, Fazril, my singing boy is also going to the kindergarten.

and apparently, he changed to another kindergarten. his brother's old one.
Fazril is the outgoing one out of the two,  so I thought he would have no problem making friends, adapting to the new place etc. and yes, he did not have that problem and that was not he reason he changed to the new one.
Seemingly  the reason is he's afraid of one of the teacher's voice. and he would cry upon listening the teacher's voice. oh wow,  I don't know, maybe she has a very loud booming voice. 
and yesterday, as per my mum, Fazril told them that one of the teacher in his old kindergarten slapped him.
I don't know the whole story so I'm not really sure of what's the actual situation, maybe the teacher did it out of anger or maybe not. BUT, wow, slapping a five year old kid? really now?
Fazril is really, a kid that sometimes could be very naughty and out of control but that's a child nature, I think. you couldn't expect a kid to behave like a Tun.

well, at least now he has changed to a new one and my mum said that he's happy. even looking forward to go to the kindergarten different with the old one where he only went a couple of days per week.
I guess, no pain no gain applies in this situation.

I pray for the best for both of my dearie boys. it's a tough world out there even in schooling environment and I hope their goodness prevail and turn out to be a good human being.




p/s: I want to go home so badly. I want to eat my mum's chicken rice, home-cooked meal. :(

one of a kind.

Today- G DRAGON ft Kim Jong-wan

'Today I'm free like a wind

I'm rocking my life away'

the season of chaos has passed. it's high time to concentrate on what matters.
one year, one year... InsyaAllah.

'patience is the key to joy'- Rumi

a nice weekend.

I spend last weekend with my family (my mum, my sis and her hubby, farish and fazril).
it was tiring but it was one of those tiring but happy days. 
my mum is the happiest when she got to eat great food and when she got to shopping.
and that's exactly what she has done.
I'm content just seeing her happy face on that time.
she keeps on raving about how everything is cheaper in Kelantan. 
but she still dislike Wakaf Che Yeh.


we got to visit Tok Su. 
and this makes me sad. 
I mean, if I have money I would buy for her the hearing aid. 
she is such a jovial person. despite her ailment she's still living her life to the fullest. 
I mean when I look at her, I keep on thinking of how ungrateful of me to keep on complaining about small,trivial matters when my relatives are having much, bigger troubles. 


We didn't get to visit arwah abah's grave due to time constraint. 
but InsyaAllah this raya we'll go. 
Lately, I've been thinking about him a lot. Al-Fatihah.


my sis and her hubby decided to shop for Farish and Fazril's baju raya at KB Mall.
it's SO tiring to cater to their needs. 
and the highlight was - Fazril crying uncontrollably causing everyone to falls in bad mood. turned out that he was sleepy. 
he fell asleep as soon as we entered the food junction. 

before the crying mess      

                                                        

 the cool Farish with his motor. haha.(I recalled dia susah gila nak naik motor tu. tu la sape suruh 'besar' sangat.)

Fazril godek-godek the robot.

All in all, my mum shop a lot for hari raya while my sis shop a lot for her children's hari raya clothes..



and I got to eat nice foods and got to run away from my boring routine of lifeless weekend. :)


fin.

we found love

the amazing-ness of Jessie J covering Rihanna's We Found Love. 

on another note, the rundown of my life this past few days;

- unable to continue my writing for final year project, two freaking chapters left. TWO!
-spending some good time catching up with friends, one time lepaking at mamak sampai kena warning dengan mamak. ha, good times.
-do a crazy thing: opening a blog to sell my own stuff. ha, baru satu item je laku. anyway, Alhamdulillah.
- Big Bang Alive Tour 2012 is confirmed for Malaysia. I'm so happy. I mean it's long overdue, and now crossing my fingers that the ticket price is affordable and they come on the right time. 
-2ne1 is finally coming back this June. 
- I think May is a celebration month. a lot of my friends birthdays fall on this month with many DAYs celebrated such as Mother's day, Teacher's day, Labor's day and last but not least, The Red Warrior's day. 
- I watched Shame,  the much acclaimed 2011's movie starring the gloriously amazing Michael Fassbender and it left me disturbed.  this movie is certainly not for everyone. 
-my sleeping time is totally messed up, one day sleeping really early and another day i slept past 3 am. not healthy.
- both Farish and Fazril got sick. :'(
-I am addicted to Dove's chocolate. all variations. 
- I laughed a lot. 

last but not least,
-my mum and sis are coming down this weekend. awesome!  can't wait!! 

a conversation with farish.

farish: su na tengah buat apa tu?


me: takde buat ape la farish, tengah tgk cite kat laptop je.


farish: su na tanak balik rumah ke?


me: eh, balik la nanti, hehe


farish: su na, download la lagi cite2 katun lain, da abis tengok dah yang aritu su na bagi..


me: farish nak cite ape? ni mintak cite ni blaja pandai tak? iqra' da no berapa dah?


farish: pandai je, aritu cikgu kata saya ok je. iqra' no 3 lagi.


me: 3 lagi? dari aritu no 3 je.. ni misti malas baca ni. tak boleh la bagi cite ni. 


farish: ala su na, takpe la, saya nak tengok cite, nak tengok banyak banyak banyak, lepas tu nak cite kat kawan2 saya dekat sekolah.


me: hahaha, laa ni nak cite sbb nak cakap kat kawan je la.. 
farish: tak la.. nak tengok cite la.. su na ni.. 




kids and their friends. always finding ways to show-off to friends. 




ah, I miss him. and fazril too.