come, celebrate.

it's a bittersweet celebration

anything else would be superfluous.

on what matters

[one of these days, I'll delete everything and concentrate on what matters]

~ 

I guess this is what it takes on growing up. A few months ago, I'm so excited to graduate, and fast forward today, yes, graduation scares me. 
I've been privileged in my whole life ;never have to racking up the cash to pay the bills or my own school fees. It'll always come off from other people's hands. 

To tell you the truth, I'm most scared right now, of what my future looks like. To graduate means I have to bear all the responsibilities by myself ;no more slacking away.  And the way I see it today, yes the real world that we live in is in fact a harsh world. And how do I do it when I don't feel like I'm an adult. Yet. Just yet, I believe.

I think this is the period of adjusting. For everything.
And it is important to stay level-headed and stay winning. 


~~

' The more I grow, like an ashamed mother
Should I let the knot between my dream and hand loosen and come undone?
That can't happen . '

{ Epik High, Fallen Blossoms }



~~~


A week ago marked the second year since my father's death.

'' It will get easier ''

In some ways it has; 
but I still have days and moments when it's just as painful as that day. 

Al-Fatihah. 

throughout the years.

happy birthday my dearest.
you've been such a joy and keep on making our life much more awesome.






you, such a colorful kid. 
Muhammad Fazril Iqram Mohd Faizul.



/he's sitting beside me while I'm typing away this post. singing his incomprehensible tunes./
:))

London 2012 Olympics .

as of now, China is the captain of the medal tally and it's safe and right to say that China's team is a MONSTER! 
they've been slaying all the golds from  Day 1.


i'm still reeling in disappointment over the loss of Lee Chong Wei. however, it's still a job well done despite he keeps doing his always predicted mistakes over and over again whenever he clash with Lin Dan. 


and I have to say, super Dan  is still superb.
 I'm in no way of supporting him but I do respect his mad talent and skills despite his awful temperament and his arrogance. I think he deserves it. 
his wife, Xie Xingfang looked different last night.  I remember she used to resemble Lee Chong Wei  a little bit during her playing years but last night she was positively glowing. 


sadly this year, I've been keeping up on updates and latest news of Olympics mainly on twitter or live-stream due to certain unfortunate conditions. so the fastest way to keep track of everything is by following  hash-tags.


and my oh my, reading the tweets from hash tags like for our very own pocket rocket man, #azizulhasniawang is, for lack of better words, so detestable.
some tweets were amusing and supportive but some were *ohmygodwhatareyouevenslamsheadonkeyboard* moment. 


Example no 1:

there were people that does not even know who is azizulhasni awang. 
and there were people who supports the athletes for the sake of free ice cream. is it really the only thing that matters? 


Example no 2: 

and then there were some of who were just following the trend. like, it is an 'in' thing to do to support one athlete and you jump on the bandwagon without barely knowing anything.

Like how a sprint cycling run. Like who the heck is azizulhasni awang.

do me a favor, use your smartphone, iPad, tablets, laptops or whatever medium. find out!!! it's as simple as ABC. don't be so ignorant. 

things to learn: stay away from twitter's hash-tags.  

#update, azizul has just ousted from the quarterfinals and placed eighth in the sprint's event but fret not, pray to Allah that he'll succeed in tomorrow's (August 7th) Keirin event.  Josiah Ng also will be joining him carrying the BIG responsibilities and hope of Malaysians. 

/salam Nuzul Al- Quran. let's recite the Quran and understand the contents of it. Recite the Al-Quran and try to read the tafsir to understand the meaning of it. InsyaAllah, the beauty of Al-Quran will prevailed upon us./
:)