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Oct 20, 2012

Friday, is it?


'All the bad girls, say good night to the bad guy'
'I don't just spend money, I kill bills'




on Friday i only have two classes.
one in the morning, 10am-12 noon
one in the afternoon, 3pm-7pm.

the morning class was so much FUN. 
the lecturer is a funny one and one who likes to gossip.
so, occasionally after a couple of slides, he would stop and start rambling onto  other stuff. un-related stuff.
but i LIKE it a lot. i feel that on his class i concentrate more. 
the things that he taught easily goes into my brain.
his class was the most effective one, among others.

and then the afternoon class.
oh, lord.
it's freaking four hours class, where a lecturer would lecture on a topic.
and their no of slides would reach 100 ++.
*___*

and here's the thing, 
yesterday it was raining heavily and I couldn't do anything as to wait for it to be subdued a little bit. can't help it as I just walk to the class. no transport, mind you.
so it resulted on me being late 
and as usual, latecomer, no seats available at the back.
no options, sit on the front. on the front, yes.
but before that, a guy passed to me a handful of hand outs and I took it, of course.
on the way to go down the hall, i stumbled upon a Korean? or Chinese? looking guy and passed the remaining handouts to him.

' Sir, Sir, here'

.....

'ah, ape ni?'


.................................................



turns out that he is a MALAY, afterall.




and during the lecture I noticed that he keeps looking our way, must be thinking to himself why lah this girl panggil aku sir sir tadi?






p/s: will be going home tomorrow, InsyaAllah. for Raya Haji hols. :)


Oct 16, 2012

77 days




'Perfect maturity is when a person hurts you, and you try to understand their situation and never hurt them back'

i)  i realized lately i've been violent with everything, the way i encounter life and all within. i don't know the cause whether it's due to the never ending workload or the people around me. i'm an easily absorbed person (not self-absorbed,okay).
 i absorbed everything around me. whether it is emotions, environment, or anything at all. it's dangerous if i don't know how to control it. to filter it. to minus all the negative elements. 
and that's what i'm doing right now. allowing the negativity to flow through me and let it out at everything i can. it's not healthy.
the current phase of my being is not healthy. 

i think it's high time to take a break. 
ah well, let's anticipate next week, for i'll be going home.
rejuvenating.


ii) listen to this.
Decorate by Yuna at Taylor Sessions
spot the additional lyrics?
no?

here it is: 

(1.57)
You do this all the time
You come and you go like I'm nothing, you know.

Every time you come back to me
I'm prepared to watch you leave
You can't make your mind though
About me

I imagine what it's like
What if you might leave everything and come home
But I know that you won't
After what I've been through
I'm  still worry about you

You're letting  go all your friends
It's definitely the end
(2.42)


p/s: yesterday was October 15.
it's been two years...Al-fatihah...



Oct 7, 2012

the thunder.





I find this reminder to be very useful. steal it from a friend's post in Facebook. May Allah's blessings always be with her for sharing this. 

do whatever you want with this. print it and paste it to your wall. set it as your desktop wallpaper. put it as your smartphone's wallpaper. make it as your tafsir's bookmark.
InsyaAllah, with good intentions. 


if you are depressed:

Quran 13:28
< Surah 13, Surah Ar-Ra'd, verse 28>
'
الَّذينَ ءامَنوا وَتَطمَئِنُّ قُلوبُهُم بِذِكرِ اللَّهِ ۗ أَلا بِذِكرِ اللَّهِ تَطمَئِنُّ 
القُلوبُ ﴿٢٨


''Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah . Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured."


:))


p/s: I got a week long holiday for this coming Raya Haji. Alhamdulillah.