welcome back, Tablo

he's one of my most beloved singer-rapper-songwriter-composer.

his talent is overwhelmingly indescribable.

and here is my most favourite song from his latest album, Fever's End part 1.

the video:

It's Bad

the lyrics:

They say something has changed.
They say I’ve changed.
They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.

They say something has changed.
They say I’ve changed.
They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.
They claim they don’t understand.
They tell me I used to be cheerful but now my eyes and tone of my voice lost its light and admits fear.

Unsure whether it’s because of the painful memory but I go on by emptying my heart.
Lucid hearts are defective products of this world. That’s why I badly want to taint mine.
They tell me that if you love, you start to take after each other; maybe I want to take after you a bit.

Atrocious. Love is atrocious.
You were the very reason I breathe for, but now you’re suffocating me.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.
More you know, worse you become.

The words I wouldn’t normally get riled up about: “You don’t seem yourself”.
I question, “What is me?” but of course I know only too well.
I can’t bear to look at myself.
Whether I’ve been embraced or have closed my eyes, I just can’t sleep at ease.
I yearn for alcohol, something I usually have hard drinking.
Drunk on anxiety, as the dawn drizzle pours down I stagger through the street
I start to quarrel and my mouth that once used to whisper so many kind words has been tainted by a profanity.
Can’t rest till this small thing becomes a catastrophe.
I end up telling lies like a second nature and you keep harassing me in the name of ‘Love’

Atrocious. Human are atrocious.
You were the very reason I opened my eyes for, but now you’re concealing them.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.

Only thing that’s worse than you is,
I, who couldn’t forget you and ended up being tainted.
I, who continues to act cold towards the other people.
Only thing that’s worse than you is,
I, who couldn’t forget you and ended up being tainted.
I, who is cold towards the other people.

Atrocious, it’s atrocious.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
What we call love.
Love is a sickness.
Can I get a witness?
Atrocious, it’s atrocious.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
What we call love.
Love is a sickness.
Can I get a witness?
Love is a sickness.
Love.

Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.

cr: musictology

it's so beautiful.

a masterpiece.

i'm so buying this album.

remember september

oh hai.

rase macam da la lame sangat tak update kat blog ni.

rasa macam busy gile macam Najib busy nak bentang bajet. ooh, bajet da bentang ea.

dapat gelanggang futsal, pendidikan free, penjawat awam digalakkan sambung belajar, yada yada yada.

oklah, clap clap clap la untuk kerajaan rakyat didahulukan.

oh,

actually, ni bukan tujuan utama nak update ni.

nak story apa yang terjadi sepanjang bulan september yang lalu sahaja.

*queue lagu wake me up when september ends*

of course, start new semester, maknanye aku da jadi super senior ye. rase otai nak mampos.

jalan pegi klas rasa cam tak jejak tanah, nampak junior lalu buat muka serius sambil tengok name tag mereka.ahahaha.

feeling yg awesome.

ok, clinical kat hospital mcm biasa, class petang2 ade..

aha! nak cerita.

24 sept aritu aku telah menghadiri Korean Music Wave Concert kat Stadium Merdeka.

ok, aku follow kpop. fullstop.

bile aku free, i'll make separate entry for story telling of my experiences there.

then, i have jamuan raya for my course and main point here is,

i think the last year's organizer was much much better organizer than this year's.

no tables and we've to hold the plates. pshhhtt! susah tau nak makan.

and the food is okay la but the nasi impit is way too soggy for my taste. (tp amik 2 pinggan jugakkk)

the next day, ada picnic with the girls at Jeram Mengaji. supposedly, we wanted to go to Jeram Linang but the day before ada klua paper news pasal ada student mati lemas kat situ.

so, tukar tempat perkelahan la kami.

nevertheless, very verily FUN-lah!

em, dengan aktiviti2 di atas dan aktiviti2 lain yg tak layak masuk dlm update ni, I have an ENJOYABLE September.

so, what's up with my October?

well, Langkawi is on the lists. :)