to anyone.

people who are afraid to let go are the worse,
they make it worse on themselves on a great level.


let it go.


because nothing is going to change.
people who leave will never coming back,
things that you lost will be gone forever,


no matter how kind you have become,
how spiteful you choose to be,
it can not be undone.


move on.


{on your mark, get set & go}

kadang-kadang.

orang hanya berani berkata-kata di hadapan komputer,
mencari kebahagiaan dengan 'dissing' ,


orang berani melangkah jauh ke hadapan,
meninggalkan yang lain di dalam 'mediocrity',


orang itu dilimpahi kebertuahan,
melangkaui 'good timing',


orang itu dihormati, disegani semua,
menunjukkan dia itu seorang yang 'wise',


orang itu berdiam, berpeluk tubuh, kekal tersenyum,
memerhatikan ragam orang yang macam-macam.

jatuh dan lumpuh.

semalam aku jatuh, tapi aku tak lumpuh,
hari ni aku lumpuh walau aku tak jatuh,
esok aku harap aku tak jatuh dan juga tak lumpuh.

window

i looked out of the window,
there's no star on the night sky,
but how do i see a twinkling lights on the sky?
is it you that I'm looking at?
are you smiling upon me?

somehow i wished i'm your star,
and you're the one looking out from the window,
but it'll never be,
as that fated night,
you jumped off the window.

he is.

a joker. Batman is overrated.

a painter. He paints colors to her monotonous life.

a dreamer. He dreams to reach the stars, or else a handful of clouds.

an open book. Easy to read and takes note of.

a gentle man. Holding her hands is like rocket science to him.

a lonely man. Before he found her that is.

a poet. A bundle of his letters in her closet is enough of a proof.

a hero. For all the time he protects her.

a John Lennon. And she is his Yoko Ono.

clumsy. When he stumbles upon her and falls in her arm.

an insider. He knows her dirty little secrets.

a pillar. For her to lean on.

a seeker. She could never be lost with him.

a sun. the center of her rotating life.

a breather. Her safe haven that is.

a river. He flows inside of her.

undeniable. As she think it’s wicked to deny his gravitas.

a firework. Her love to him is a celebration itself.

a believer. Of their love.

dedicated to Abah n Ma.  for the love they shared.