2o hari RAMADHAN

Alhamdulillah..

sudah 20 Ramadhan ..

bersyukur dapat nikmati Ramadhan lagi..

tinggal lagi 10 hari..

1o malam terakhir..

moga2 dapat berjumpa dengan Lailatul Qadr..

malam yang menjadi rebutan semua Muslimin dan Muslimat.

hmm...

Ramadhan pertama tanpa arwah Abah..

juga Raya Aidilfitri pertama..

kat sini je aku boleh luahkan perasaan.

couldn't find the courage to talk about this with my friends or even my siblings.

it HURTS me so much..

i HATE it when people see me Crying.

i don't like it when people look at me and wondering whether she's okay or NOT.

AKU CUBA sedaya upaya.

to not let other people being affected by my sadness...

esok da nak balik kerteh..

my HOME .. where I can still sense his presence.

kadang2 rasa macam tanak balik.. tapi MA macam mane?

ma je lah tempat aku bermanja sekarang..

She's my comfort.

I made a pledge to take a good care of her while there's still TIME.

BY THE WAY, my deepest gratitude to my coursemate for the donation.

really touched by the kindness..

sampai MATI aku akan kenang..

semoga hidup kamu semua Diberkati ALLAH S.W.T...InsyaALLAH

terima kasih kawan2~~

AT least I know that there's people who CARE about me. .

and for kawan2 yang tak tau, baru tau or akan tau..

I am SO SORRY..

not that I don't treasure you as my friend BUT, it's HARD for me to text or to made phone call to you AND say the word.

it's hard.very