remember september

oh hai.

rase macam da la lame sangat tak update kat blog ni.

rasa macam busy gile macam Najib busy nak bentang bajet. ooh, bajet da bentang ea.

dapat gelanggang futsal, pendidikan free, penjawat awam digalakkan sambung belajar, yada yada yada.

oklah, clap clap clap la untuk kerajaan rakyat didahulukan.

oh,

actually, ni bukan tujuan utama nak update ni.

nak story apa yang terjadi sepanjang bulan september yang lalu sahaja.

*queue lagu wake me up when september ends*

of course, start new semester, maknanye aku da jadi super senior ye. rase otai nak mampos.

jalan pegi klas rasa cam tak jejak tanah, nampak junior lalu buat muka serius sambil tengok name tag mereka.ahahaha.

feeling yg awesome.

ok, clinical kat hospital mcm biasa, class petang2 ade..

aha! nak cerita.

24 sept aritu aku telah menghadiri Korean Music Wave Concert kat Stadium Merdeka.

ok, aku follow kpop. fullstop.

bile aku free, i'll make separate entry for story telling of my experiences there.

then, i have jamuan raya for my course and main point here is,

i think the last year's organizer was much much better organizer than this year's.

no tables and we've to hold the plates. pshhhtt! susah tau nak makan.

and the food is okay la but the nasi impit is way too soggy for my taste. (tp amik 2 pinggan jugakkk)

the next day, ada picnic with the girls at Jeram Mengaji. supposedly, we wanted to go to Jeram Linang but the day before ada klua paper news pasal ada student mati lemas kat situ.

so, tukar tempat perkelahan la kami.

nevertheless, very verily FUN-lah!

em, dengan aktiviti2 di atas dan aktiviti2 lain yg tak layak masuk dlm update ni, I have an ENJOYABLE September.

so, what's up with my October?

well, Langkawi is on the lists. :)

i am back.

quickie on my mind:

-arrived at usmkk around 3.30pm.

-took the room keys at the office.

-collect all my stuffs from the store room.

3 boxes went MIA. there gone my bedsheets,t-shirts and iron.

-room mate is OKAY. my coursemate.

-got text from a friend , she's got ticket for both of us to go the Korean Music Wave concert on Sept. 24th. one of my wishlist is becoming true. :)

-anticipating Year 5 of GG. ChAir FTW!

-planning to enjoy my final year as undrgraduate student, take a lot of photos, going places, make friends, be more adventurous. :)

rase nak balik kampung, nk p tgk arwah abah.I mean his graveyard.

lately, I've been missing him badly..

the other day while walking at laluan farmasi, there's one Pak Cik wearing kopiah and I swore that I've been staring at him. sorry pak cik!

but yes, I do missed him. badly.

and when I saw old couples walk together, it hits me..

you tend to make your life busier, pretend that everything is going down smoothly,

you find distractions with daily life.

but always in your own, loneliest times,

at night, before you close your eyes,

when you saw the pictures, on your table,

when you want to send text messages to people and saw Abah in your contact lists,

when you see families eating together at restaurants,

a father kissing his daughter/sons,

when you looking through all the best wishes and good lucks in your inbox and there's none that reads from Abah..

it hits me that,

not forgetting him is easy,

but there's always subtle aches to my heart,

and secret tears still flows without reasons,

what it meant to lose you. no one will ever know..

Al-Fatihah.