77 days

'Perfect maturity is when a person hurts you, and you try to understand their situation and never hurt them back'

@solidariti

i)  i realized lately i've been violent with everything, the way i encounter life and all within. i don't know the cause whether it's due to the never ending workload or the people around me. i'm an easily absorbed person (not self-absorbed,okay).
 i absorbed everything around me. whether it is emotions, environment, or anything at all. it's dangerous if i don't know how to control it. to filter it. to minus all the negative elements. 
and that's what i'm doing right now. allowing the negativity to flow through me and let it out at everything i can. it's not healthy.
the current phase of my being is not healthy. 

i think it's high time to take a break. 
ah well, let's anticipate next week, for i'll be going home.
rejuvenating.


ii) listen to this.

Decorate by Yuna at Taylor Sessions

spot the additional lyrics?
no?

here it is: 

(1.57)
You do this all the time
You come and you go like I'm nothing, you know.

Every time you come back to me
I'm prepared to watch you leave
You can't make your mind though
About me

I imagine what it's like
What if you might leave everything and come home
But I know that you won't
After what I've been through
I'm  still worry about you

You're letting  go all your friends
It's definitely the end

(2.42)


p/s: yesterday was October 15.
it's been two years...Al-fatihah...

music is universal.

have you ever listen to any songs and you feel light, like you've been transported to other place?
your imagination starts being tricky and you imagined, pictured all sort of things with all kind of feelings.
that's what good music do to me, at least.

current playlist:

from Nell's Slip Away:
1. Hopeless Valentine
2. Losing Control
3. Beautiful Stranger
4. Slip Away

from Monoloque's Hikayat Halimunan Abad ke-21 Jejak Tanah:
1. Cinta
2,Tiada Kata Secantik Bahasa
3. Penghormatan Terakhir

from Yuna's Terukir di Bintang:
1. Memo
2. Someone out of Town
3. Sparkle

Playlist291111

1.Neon Bunny- A Polar Bear

2.Neon Bunny- LaLaLa

3.Neon Bunny-Falling

4.Neon Bunny- Come a Little Bit Closer

5.Zitten- By My Side

6.Adele- Set Fire to the Rain

7.Gym Class Heroes ft Neon Hitch- Ass Back Home

8.Christina Perri- A Thousand Years

9. Jung Il-woo- Someone Like you

10.Broccoli, you too?- A Universal Song

11.Yuna- Decorate

12. Rihanna- We Found Love

Review: Decorate by Yuna

The tracklist:

1. Gadis Semasa
2. These Streets
3. Penakut
4. Fireworks
5. Rocket
6. Random Awesome
7. Permission
8. Cinta Sempurna
9. Decorate
10. Super Something (Bonus Track)
11. Dan Sebenarnya “acoustic” (Bonus Track)

Yuna's voice is always soothing and I find that in some of the songs her voice comes out hauntingly beautiful. Just like how Sharon sounded like in Memories, how Kate Havnevik sounded like in Sleepless, how Amy Lee sounded like in October.

My favourite would be Permission, Decorate and Penakut.

Permission is ultimately suitable for your listening when you're driving, strolling the sidewalks, with a little thinking to be done.

Decorate is LOVE but way too short. Seriously, Yuna left me craving for more. and the MV is just simple but with deep meaning behind it.

Penakut summarizes my feelings when I'm at the bottom of the rotating wheels of life. My exact feelings when it comes to the thing called LOVE?

as for the bonus track, Super Something and Dan Sebenarnya. Its okay , I guess.

I have love and hate relationship with Dan Sebenarnya.. I never like the song as it sounded too mainstream and too cheesy for me.But ironically, that's the song that brought recognisation for Yuna. and I have a soft spot for anything acoustic so Dan Sebenarnya acoustic version just underwhelmed my dislike for the song.

With that said, her first album is very GOOD. and hope to listens more from her.

You can buy Decorate by Yuna here.