Laugh,Cry and Marvel.

백야 (White Night) - 넬 (Nell)

Today, I again fall in and out of love with the detritus of what is left of you, in me.
How you might be.
난 니가 필요해(I need you).
Every time I try to erase you the world crumbles, by the roots.
At the endless time,
Deeply imprinted in all of its space,
your breath is all that remains.
Today, I, again, waste it,
Forcing together the pieces of promises,
Remains of memories.
How you might be.
I can’t get over you.
You just keep shining on and on through my time.
난 니가 필요해(I need you).
Every time I conjure you up the time ices over, by the roots.
My best won’t do.
Every time I breathe, it’s as if your memories are talking to me.
Being left behind and letting it be gone would all be mine.
It wouldn’t come back, as if a movie, as if a lie.
Come back to me.

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p/s: I'm happy that I got this yesterday for FREE! 

Run

Younha performing Run on Lee Sora's 2nd Proposal.

I'm so so in love with this song. 

Younha is finally releasing a new album titled, Supersonic after a nearly of two years hiatus.

I LOVE her. 

and her comeback to Korean music scene is like a breath of fresh air. 

she has a very beautiful voice and her voice make every songs worth it to be heard. there's something electric of her voice. 

though this album is a not a super great album coming from her with Someday remained as my favorite from her but it's still a good effort of her. 

and what's more she has been under the radar for almost two years. 

Run is the title song of this album and it's a great choice, a kickoff to something amazing. 

be it a new love, a new path, a new resolution, a new day or a new tomorrow.

"Time, please pass by a bit quicker

With a hot light, please embrace me
Take me to a dazzling tomorrow
So I can fly further than anyone else"

oh Younha, can I just curl up on my bed and sleep in your voice?

of reality and fascination.

while typing this away, I'm currently listening to Big Bang's newest album, Alive.

and in my honest opinion, we K-pop fans know how to actually have fun.
well, why you ask?
because we know how to move our body and bob our head along with the music and songs that we only know maybe 10 % of the meaning.
and that's where Google and YouTube plays a very important role for K-pop fans. in fact, YouTube has dedicated a K-pop channel for the YouTube user.

and I'm not ashamed to admit that I'm one of the fans.
but, I also take a million miles stand away from the so-called die hard fans who jump on people who dislike K-pop.
i'm well aware of people who do not bother to listen to anything Korean or watch anything Korean. that's their prerogative. and i respect that.
keep calm and listen to Big Bang.

Playlist291111

1.Neon Bunny- A Polar Bear

2.Neon Bunny- LaLaLa

3.Neon Bunny-Falling

4.Neon Bunny- Come a Little Bit Closer

5.Zitten- By My Side

6.Adele- Set Fire to the Rain

7.Gym Class Heroes ft Neon Hitch- Ass Back Home

8.Christina Perri- A Thousand Years

9. Jung Il-woo- Someone Like you

10.Broccoli, you too?- A Universal Song

11.Yuna- Decorate

12. Rihanna- We Found Love

Fever's End part 2

Tablo's part two of Fever's End just released on November 1st. so easily my favourite track is track no 8.

Dear TV / 해열

Dear TV,

Desensitize me.
Gimme more genocide please.
The world is your aphrodisiac,
so you stay turned on every minute,
every second I breathe.
You weaponize greed,
kill me with incessant I-needs.
Got me checkin’ out those,
and checkin’ out these.
Mainstream me, disinfectin’ my breed.
I’m lookin’ for nirvana but you Geffenize me.
Point me to the skies till heaven’s eye bleeds.
Anoint me with your lies then divinize me.
If heaven is a show, well, televise me.
But I won’t lie my way in, no fakin’ IDs.
I’ll die standin’. Try breakin my knees.
I’ll do a handstand like I’m breakin’.
Now freeze. Don’t act like you know me ’cause you recognize me.
You sell my record, not me.

only Tablo can make 35 seconds of rap seemingly poignant and genius.

another favourite track should be Thankful Breath. it's a moving song, full of hopes and love. i love how Tablo mention Epik High and also his wife and daughter in this song.

then Expiration Date- it's a quiet song with melancholic feel, accompanied by Tablo's breathy singing voice.

Tomorrow and Source tied at fourth place- Tomorrow is a bit mainstream with Taeyang's voice adds on to easy listening and Source reminds me of old school Epik High, with the featuring of scratch by the one and only DJ Tukutz!

Overall, as expected Tablo never fail to amaze me with his genius and deep lyrics. now all I could ask is for Epik High to be together again once Mithra Jin comes back from the army.

Thank you, Tablo

for staying strong and continue making beautiful music for us.

welcome back, Tablo

he's one of my most beloved singer-rapper-songwriter-composer.

his talent is overwhelmingly indescribable.

and here is my most favourite song from his latest album, Fever's End part 1.

the video:

It's Bad

the lyrics:

They say something has changed.
They say I’ve changed.
They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.

They say something has changed.
They say I’ve changed.
They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.
They claim they don’t understand.
They tell me I used to be cheerful but now my eyes and tone of my voice lost its light and admits fear.

Unsure whether it’s because of the painful memory but I go on by emptying my heart.
Lucid hearts are defective products of this world. That’s why I badly want to taint mine.
They tell me that if you love, you start to take after each other; maybe I want to take after you a bit.

Atrocious. Love is atrocious.
You were the very reason I breathe for, but now you’re suffocating me.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.
More you know, worse you become.

The words I wouldn’t normally get riled up about: “You don’t seem yourself”.
I question, “What is me?” but of course I know only too well.
I can’t bear to look at myself.
Whether I’ve been embraced or have closed my eyes, I just can’t sleep at ease.
I yearn for alcohol, something I usually have hard drinking.
Drunk on anxiety, as the dawn drizzle pours down I stagger through the street
I start to quarrel and my mouth that once used to whisper so many kind words has been tainted by a profanity.
Can’t rest till this small thing becomes a catastrophe.
I end up telling lies like a second nature and you keep harassing me in the name of ‘Love’

Atrocious. Human are atrocious.
You were the very reason I opened my eyes for, but now you’re concealing them.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.

Only thing that’s worse than you is,
I, who couldn’t forget you and ended up being tainted.
I, who continues to act cold towards the other people.
Only thing that’s worse than you is,
I, who couldn’t forget you and ended up being tainted.
I, who is cold towards the other people.

Atrocious, it’s atrocious.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
What we call love.
Love is a sickness.
Can I get a witness?
Atrocious, it’s atrocious.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
What we call love.
Love is a sickness.
Can I get a witness?
Love is a sickness.
Love.

Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.

cr: musictology

it's so beautiful.

a masterpiece.

i'm so buying this album.