the thunder.

I find this reminder to be very useful. steal it from a friend's post in Facebook. May Allah's blessings always be with her for sharing this. 

do whatever you want with this. print it and paste it to your wall. set it as your desktop wallpaper. put it as your smartphone's wallpaper. make it as your tafsir's bookmark.

InsyaAllah, with good intentions. 

if you are depressed:

Quran 13:28

< Surah 13, Surah Ar-Ra'd, verse 28>

'

الَّذينَ ءامَنوا وَتَطمَئِنُّ قُلوبُهُم بِذِكرِ اللَّهِ ۗ أَلا بِذِكرِ اللَّهِ تَطمَئِنُّ 

القُلوبُ ﴿٢٨

''Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah . Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured."

©

:))

p/s: I got a week long holiday for this coming Raya Haji. Alhamdulillah.

to anyone.

people who are afraid to let go are the worse,
they make it worse on themselves on a great level.


let it go.


because nothing is going to change.
people who leave will never coming back,
things that you lost will be gone forever,


no matter how kind you have become,
how spiteful you choose to be,
it can not be undone.


move on.


{on your mark, get set & go}

we found love

the amazing-ness of Jessie J covering Rihanna's We Found Love. 

on another note, the rundown of my life this past few days;

- unable to continue my writing for final year project, two freaking chapters left. TWO!
-spending some good time catching up with friends, one time lepaking at mamak sampai kena warning dengan mamak. ha, good times.
-do a crazy thing: opening a blog to sell my own stuff. ha, baru satu item je laku. anyway, Alhamdulillah.
- Big Bang Alive Tour 2012 is confirmed for Malaysia. I'm so happy. I mean it's long overdue, and now crossing my fingers that the ticket price is affordable and they come on the right time. 
-2ne1 is finally coming back this June. 
- I think May is a celebration month. a lot of my friends birthdays fall on this month with many DAYs celebrated such as Mother's day, Teacher's day, Labor's day and last but not least, The Red Warrior's day. 
- I watched Shame,  the much acclaimed 2011's movie starring the gloriously amazing Michael Fassbender and it left me disturbed.  this movie is certainly not for everyone. 
-my sleeping time is totally messed up, one day sleeping really early and another day i slept past 3 am. not healthy.
- both Farish and Fazril got sick. :'(
-I am addicted to Dove's chocolate. all variations. 
- I laughed a lot. 

last but not least,
-my mum and sis are coming down this weekend. awesome!  can't wait!! 

kadang-kadang.

orang hanya berani berkata-kata di hadapan komputer,
mencari kebahagiaan dengan 'dissing' ,


orang berani melangkah jauh ke hadapan,
meninggalkan yang lain di dalam 'mediocrity',


orang itu dilimpahi kebertuahan,
melangkaui 'good timing',


orang itu dihormati, disegani semua,
menunjukkan dia itu seorang yang 'wise',


orang itu berdiam, berpeluk tubuh, kekal tersenyum,
memerhatikan ragam orang yang macam-macam.

a conversation with farish.

farish: su na tengah buat apa tu?


me: takde buat ape la farish, tengah tgk cite kat laptop je.


farish: su na tanak balik rumah ke?


me: eh, balik la nanti, hehe


farish: su na, download la lagi cite2 katun lain, da abis tengok dah yang aritu su na bagi..


me: farish nak cite ape? ni mintak cite ni blaja pandai tak? iqra' da no berapa dah?


farish: pandai je, aritu cikgu kata saya ok je. iqra' no 3 lagi.


me: 3 lagi? dari aritu no 3 je.. ni misti malas baca ni. tak boleh la bagi cite ni. 


farish: ala su na, takpe la, saya nak tengok cite, nak tengok banyak banyak banyak, lepas tu nak cite kat kawan2 saya dekat sekolah.


me: hahaha, laa ni nak cite sbb nak cakap kat kawan je la.. 
farish: tak la.. nak tengok cite la.. su na ni.. 




kids and their friends. always finding ways to show-off to friends. 




ah, I miss him. and fazril too. 

i think

jatuh dan lumpuh.

semalam aku jatuh, tapi aku tak lumpuh,
hari ni aku lumpuh walau aku tak jatuh,
esok aku harap aku tak jatuh dan juga tak lumpuh.

window

i looked out of the window,
there's no star on the night sky,
but how do i see a twinkling lights on the sky?
is it you that I'm looking at?
are you smiling upon me?

somehow i wished i'm your star,
and you're the one looking out from the window,
but it'll never be,
as that fated night,
you jumped off the window.

he is.

a joker. Batman is overrated.

a painter. He paints colors to her monotonous life.

a dreamer. He dreams to reach the stars, or else a handful of clouds.

an open book. Easy to read and takes note of.

a gentle man. Holding her hands is like rocket science to him.

a lonely man. Before he found her that is.

a poet. A bundle of his letters in her closet is enough of a proof.

a hero. For all the time he protects her.

a John Lennon. And she is his Yoko Ono.

clumsy. When he stumbles upon her and falls in her arm.

an insider. He knows her dirty little secrets.

a pillar. For her to lean on.

a seeker. She could never be lost with him.

a sun. the center of her rotating life.

a breather. Her safe haven that is.

a river. He flows inside of her.

undeniable. As she think it’s wicked to deny his gravitas.

a firework. Her love to him is a celebration itself.

a believer. Of their love.

dedicated to Abah n Ma.  for the love they shared. 

a little thoughts

feels like just yesterday people wishing me my 22nd birthday yet tonight is the Christmas eve.
time flies like nobody's business..
for people like me who leads nocturnal life, my night is my hot times.
to eat.
catching up with the Tv programmes.
online.
and if ideas struck in, I just spend my night away in front of the lappy and typing away.
writing has now becomes addiction for me.
it's not like my writing is that damn good but somehow it gives satisfaction to me.
and when my little stories made people grin, let them de stress, made them teared a little bit, I feel contented. like I've save a kitten from being hit by a car.
I never imagined myself as an online writer.. but my friends at live journal are so kind and so encouraging that somehow they made me feel like I'm a Stephen King.
talking about Stephen King, I think I've never touch a book for the longest time in my life.
I need to hit the book stores. somehow I've lost the sensation of getting lost in my own imagination by reading books.
so I've to buy some books soon. this time I want to buy at least a non-fictional books.maybe autobiography. I've been meaning to find the Emilie Autumn's autobiography The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls (she's amazing)but never found it anywhere.
and review the books too.
I need to put myself of a little use and my blog is the best place for it..

oh and by the way, the results came out today.
It's getting better but not the best from me.
so my resolution for this upcoming semester is to write short notes of what I've learn little by little because for me that's the most effective way. that I figured after trying my hands with many methods of studying. I cannot be a last minute student anymore. you can if you're studying for SPM or even matriculation level. but not when you've to study about photon beams, kerma, how MRI works etc.
trust me. I've tried it.

I need to get good results.I don't want my mother to feel ashamed of me on the graduation day later. I want her to be proud of me. that's the least I can do.
so, I hope I'm able to do this. InsyaAllah.

and that's the point of jotting down this today, as a reminder for me when I lost track in the future because I know I am not a focused person.